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i think something broke today

it is supposed to destroy something, when u argue seriously with a god friend.
or at least for me it seems like at the moment. (What is very unusual cuz im actually an optimistic person)

Yesterday i was at the schwedenplatz (in vienna) and it reminded me so much of the time in the summer when alex and jenny came to visit us. Over all, i was listening to "the adventure" by "angels and airwaves" and that started right when i stepped out of the subway station!

Hmm.. which memories... I stole alex' cap and i ran away and he followed be till he got it back. And then i tried to catch him because i wanted to have his cap again but he was too fast for me. I had to laugh so many times on that evening. The others where sitting on the ground, all around were people.. it was such a great evening

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bye

12.2.07 23:57


 

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Thats just how I feel

19.1.07 20:13


sometimes...

I dream of him all night.. KG.. today i dreamed that we were together.. I dont know where.. maybe in south africa? Yesetrday I talked about him with a friend.. I really have absolutely no idea what I have to do.. I miss him so bac and I cant tell him.. It gets worse evry day.. At first I thought that it was just nothing.. but now I know that I love him more.. More that anyone else.. More than anything else.. I really want to marry him.. is it that bad? Is this feeling that evil??

I LOVE this dress!!

30.10.06 10:26


straight

 [listening] sister hazel - all for you
[mood] sleepy and happy and disappointed
 

Somehow I ask myself how I could fall in love with someone else.. or how I could THINK that I fell in love with someone else.. I mean Wolfgang is nice and evrything.. but not that much

Yesterday night I got the most beautiful and most sad sms I ever got. It was from koji..

I dont wanna write it here.. without looking at the point that anyway nobody will read this.. but It made me cry..

I miss u koji..

It's all for you...

 

25.10.06 17:07


I think I found love.. I mean I found someone near my heart. Geographically... But there is someone else who is nearer to me in my heart. Oh I miss u so..

I think I just fell in love but i really dont know if its worth to lose evrything else.. And I dont know if I just fell in love or if I love..

A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realized
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in
I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you, so

A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

Come on in
I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
And I’m tired I should not have let you go

Ooooooooooooooooo

So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms

Koji I miss you. Don't forget me please

I have to go..

23.10.06 10:35


new part

yes.. on monday ive met someone..

his name is wolfgang and he's cute.. hmm.. I never believed in love at first sight.

But anyway.. I dont wanna talk about him. I dont know but i just want to let it grow before i destroy it..

cool trousers right?

maybe next time ill put a pic of HIM here

sorry this is just a short entry.. as if anybody would read it

im happy

18.10.06 21:10


a better way...

some people think the world is a playground.. I admire them for thinking like this. I have the habit to see black all around..


And I miss him.. I miss him so bad that Im thinking about having a boyfriend. Just ....just for open arms to hold me, in which I can let me fall when Im desperate or happy... and a face which looks at me.. Maybe I cud fall in love a lil bit even if my heart belongs to someone else... Maybe I cud find a little place in my heart which doesnt belong to him. For that I am not that alone. For that I can feel somebodys love.

That sounds like a very desperate little whore right? But I dont mind.. maybe I am. that would be much easier than it is right now. I am close to wish that Im just a whore.

I cud start to swear. Maye I wudnt have these depressions anymore.. like.. this world is do f*cking kinda sh*t...

Tomorrow I will go out with friends... "Hörsturz" (hearfall) And I maybe will be a lil happier.

 

Turn out the light
Just say goodnight to yourself
may I remind you
when you find you
its all alone when you
youve gotta be strong
 cuz thats when they call you in the night
hes gotcha picture in his mind
hes gotcha number on a paper at his disposal anytime
Is it really true? Cud u sve yourself to someone who loves you 4 u
so many times we just give it away to someone who you
Met in a bar, the back of a car
and for a moment, u felt important but not in your heart
My self asteem has been low
go ahead and count its been lower than low,
I know the feeling
of its steeling
right out from under me
And I wanna learn
how u save yourself 4 someone who
loves u 4 u
so many times we just give it away 2 someone who
cudnt even remember your name
asve yourself 4 someone who
loves u 4 u
loves me 4 me
give it away 2 some1 who
some1 who
will cherish your name
will cherish your name
29.9.06 12:32


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