Yesterday was the first school day and a new class.
Somehow it was fun but now i know that I cant ever win
I can try to. I can fight till I die.. Probably I will.. but I wont win. never. Against that I have no chance.
I think I lost my hope.. I cant see the light anymore. I just feel not-needed and annoying and helpless..
There are just a few people from u guys, who read the blog and try to understand it.. and from these few people, will there be anyone left who wil understand? i dont think so.. but yes..