Where dyou go? I miss u so...
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
I'd have needed u but u werent there so I was alone.. Thinking about sayin goodbye to life. Maybe u didn know that I needed u.. Maybe noone of u had expected that, maybe Im just sick.. I still need u and I have no idea how much time u still have to recognice that. I told u you can have time as much as u want.. But the problem is, that I dont have so much time left..
Somedays I feel like I just want to jump and then I ask myself why I didnt do it that night. And how he made me wanting to stay.
Ho u made me wanting to stay.. and still.. If I werent so desperate then maybe Id say thank u but Im sorry.. I cant say thanku to somethin Im not happy about.